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ok so i'm officially having an attack of the crazies. I am transcribing and I'm missing some words in Farsi. I get frustrated. and then bam, like dominoes, it all collapses. oh what superb reasoning skills I have in my anxiety. I don't understand my language, what kind of interviewer will I be? I'm going to fuck it all up and my participants will hate me. I don't think I'm doing the research that I say I'm doing.. What the fuck am I doing here? How'd I even get this far without someone realizing my incompetence? I can't even finish my final project. I'm going to fail dissertation and live in a trash can.